Baby Alexander Or Alexandra Pickering-Mccluskey

1994 - 1994
LocationBrandon, Durham
Age0
Cause of DeathMiscarriage
Date of Birth1994
Date of Death13/01/1994
Visitors3,851 since 17/01/2008
Creator

I lost my little angel on 13 january 1994, I remember the day as if it was yesterday I woke up on the morning and everything was fine but by lunch time everything had changed this is when I knew I was losing you. The doctor came and a ambulance was called but when I got to the hospital it was already to late you had gone. I felt so empty and so alone. I had never seen or held you and I never would get the chance to. I didn\'t even know if you were a girl or a boy but The love I felt for you was so strong I had lost you, my little baby had gone and I was devastated.
I had decided as soon as I found out that I was Pregnant that your name was going to be Alexander or Alexandra so thats what you are Mammys little baby Alexander.
14 years on and I still think of you all the time. You have four sisters one who would have been older than you and 3 younger. I wish that you were here with us.
I didn\'t get a chance to say goodbye and have had nowhere to go to remember you and feel close to you. Now I have found this site and after all these years have somewhere to go when I want to remember you.
I know some people will not understand and think well it was just a miscarriage Thats fair enough but to me I lost a child who althought was not yet born was loved just the same.

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Morning Angel Thinking Of You ♥

Amanda Laughlin

April 6, 2011

Hi sweetie I am so sorry that I didn't leave you a message your angel day you know that your little sister was born on the 12th jan I just wish you were here to see her. I didn't forget sweetie you know that. keep looking down on us darling you will be loved and missed always x

Charlotte McCluskey (Mummy)

January 19, 2011

Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett

"Happy Birthday Alex"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?

Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.

Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.

The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.

No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Child of yours.

Joanne Mum To Alex And Ciara

January 13, 2011

There are four little words
that can easily be said
to my angel in heaven
before I go to my bed.

I look up to the stars
that are shining so bright
and I whisper so quietly
I Love You, Goodnight.

love always
mammy
xxx

Charlotte McCluskey (Mummy)

October 19, 2010

There Is A Special Angel

There is a special Angel in Heaven
that is part of me.
It is not where I wanted him
but where God wanted him to be.
He was here but just a moment
like a night time shooting star.
And though he is in Heaven
he isn't very far.
He touched the heart of many
like only an Angel can do.
So I send this special message
to the Heaven up above.
Please take care of my Angel
and send him all my love.

love always mammy xxx

Charlotte McCluskey (Mummy)

October 17, 2010

ANGEL WINGS YOU WEAR...♥ღ♥


The day you left broke our hearts
and the tears fell like rain,
but knowing that you now have wings
helps to ease the pain.

♥ღ♥

We know now when the snow falls
it is Angel dust from you
and when we see a shooting star
our Angel just passed through.
♥ღ♥

The rain drops do not make us sad
for they are not tears,
but sprinkles of love falling down,
our Angel again is near.
♥ღ♥

The winter cold has even changed,
Jack Frost no longer exists,
it's now a visit from our Angel
and he's left a special gift.
♥ღ♥

You also visit in the night,
your wings flutter with grace,
we know now when we awaken
that an Angel has kissed our face.
♥ღ♥

When the days are warm and bright
and the sun shines from above,
we feel the warmth wrap around us,
you've given an Angel hug.
♥ღ♥

You are with us at all times,
every day and night,
you try to end the pain we have
and the tears that we still cry.
♥ღ♥

Though Heaven is your home now
and Angel wings you wear,
you stay close to those you love,
until they join you there.
♥ღ♥

Written by: Dolly Lee

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Love always gail & carla XxX

Gail Pollock (Best Friend)

October 15, 2010

Believe In Your Heart



I woke up one night in the hours of darkness,

I sat up straight in my bed to find a shimmering light in my closet,

But their where no lights on in the room,

I got up and went slowly toward the closet,

To find a pair of gold wings,

An angel was standing by my side,

“What do I do with these gold wings?” I asked the angel

“Put the wings on my child.” Answered the angel

I put the wings on flew to a place that had many stars,

The angel then appeared and said, “Follow your heart, your goals and your dreams.”

Only you know what is right for you

Anything is possible

Miracles do come true,

Hope and dreams are a reality if let them be,

Life can be wonderful if you let it be, Authur unknown. love always gail & carla XxX

Gail Pollock (Best Friend)

September 24, 2010

ANGELS

Seek an angel with an open heart
and you will find one.
The way you know an angel
is by your feeling.
Angels may not always come when you call them,
but they always come when you need them.
An angel is someone who helps you believe
in miracles again.
Sometimes you know angels only by the miracles
they have blossoming in their paths
after they have gone.
An angel is someone you're always happy
to bump into.
An angel is someone who
raises your spirits.
An angel is someone you feel you've known
forever even though you've just met.
An angel is someone who helps you grow.
Angels make you feel welcome in this world.
Angels encourage your best qualities
and hidden talents.
Angels give you those gentle pats on the back
when you sometimes need to keep going.
Angels give you direction.
Angels gently push you out of your little self
and into the broad arena of love.
Angels remind you that you are enough.
Angels help you see your life in a better light.
An angel is someone who brings out the best in you
Author unknown. love always gail & carla XxX

Gail Pollock (Best Friend)

September 9, 2010

Angels in my Heart
When I have no one to turn to
And I am feeling kind of low
When there is no one here to talk to
And no where I really want to go

I search deep within myself
It is the love inside my heart
That lets me know my Angels are there
Even though we are many miles apart

A smile then appears upon my face
And the sun begins to shine
I hear a voice, so soft and sweet
Saying, “Everything will be just fine”

It may seem that I am alone
But I am never by myself at all
Whenever I need my Angels near
All I have to do is call

An Angel’s love is always true
On that you can always depend

They will always stand behind you
And will always be your friend love always gail & carla XxX

Gail Pollock (Best Friend)

September 2, 2010

TO A VERY SPECIAL ANGEL IN HEAVEN LOTS OF LOVE XXXXXXXX
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A candle lit with lots of love
for a special person in heaven above
its sent to you within a hug
and sealed with all our love always gail & carla XxX
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Gail Pollock (Best Friend)

August 23, 2010
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